||[Jan. 31st, 2005|07:21 pm]
Gawd why wont she just GO AWAY?|
It makes me sad, seeing these people every day, i once felt joy around them.
Now its contempt. Is it just me?
I wouldnt wish this curse on anyone. Its grip is iron,
and talons long. I feel lifted at first, raison d'etre restored.
A sudden flash and destiny occurs : "NO!"
Am I incapable of loving? No, i love many.
But loving another as much as the one i found?
Why must this affect me?
If only i could be normal again, once like i never was.
eh he *gabber* excuse my bad poetry, feel free to let loose the stinker flags